unspoken

No matter how far i walk, i am unable to reach the centre of your heart But that doesn't stop me from cherishing you,though you don't even have the faintest clue about who I am  That there is someone who thinks of you every single day Don't forget that there is someone who's living only for you Perhaps it is destined to be a tragedy... Still wherever you are, whatever you do, my heart just prays for you to be safe and happy 

Why do I hesitate to this day , to let all my unspoken words come out, I never really had the courage to keep traces of my thoughts for all that were buried . Even when I had many drafts I never really pressed the sent button , many words that  were written are waiting to burst out eagerly, I guess it's time to break them free . P.s. These were written years years ago but they are getting wings now after all the imprisonment they've suffered 

"One thing I've learned is the difference between feeling alone and feeling lonely - and how you can feel lonely in a crowd full of people, but quite peaceful and content when alone"  "I want to be able to interact with people and make new connections but my anxiety feels like an invisible barrier that I can't break through."